Tuesday, August 12, 2014


This will be 'it' for now.

I am going to have a very quiet day, take stock of my options in relation to a few things, and see how the day pans out.

I might just go back to bed.  I'm a bit shattered.

Bex and her brother are off to Dressmart in Onehunga today, I hope they have a nice time.


Yesterday's nastiness is gone.... I don't want to see it forever.   As I said at some point, NONE it is would have happened if I'd got ONE SIMPLE TEXT telling me where YOU were and when YOU would be home.

It had nothing to do with what sort of a mother you are.  And it wasn't just about you either.  I was furious, angry and hurt over more than one of my kids... and I came to the boil and well... yesterday.


  1. Anonymous7:25 AM

    So glad you "checked in" with us all! Worried about you....


  2. Anonymous7:28 AM

    Take care and spoil yourself a little bit. I am going through the same thing and now with my brother's funeral and Will in the mix it is turning out worse than I had ever thought possible.!!!
    Take refuge in those that love and are around you right now. I so hope your situation turns out how you would like and the family is reunited. Best wishes

  3. Hope today brings brighter events and thoughts x hang in there and cherish those around you that are deserving to be there!

  4. Hope today is calmer for you and that you find some comfort in the ordinary moments in your life and in the love of those who really matter

  5. Anonymous11:39 AM

    I think it's the life of a mother,there are always horrible bits as well as the every day and truly brilliant days.You are a great mum that's why I think the bad bits hurt so much.Jo

  6. Did I tell you how happy I am to see your post today?

  7. Lovely photo :-)

  8. Such a shame that the photo had to be destroyed, it was so beautiful

  9. Anonymous7:33 PM

    Yea lovely photo of dante lol bex


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