COMPLETELY STALLED

 

In the past 8 days my weight has gone up and down by about half a kilo, but never dropping to the 'magic number' I am so keen to reach.

It is totally pissing me off.  I don't know what to do.  I am scared to eat more because I know I'll just gain weight, yet I also know that by literally starving myself I am holding on to every single thing I eat.  Hence not losing weight ... so I just don't know what to do.

I wish I had kept my journals from when I was doing weight watchers 20 years ago... because back then I lost about a kilo a week consistently.  

Right, enough about that... I'll just have to keep on trying eh?  Jabby jab tonight... is this shit even working???

This morning I am going down to join Loretta and Margaret in the craft room.  I have a small braid runner to finish, and another one to start.

This afternoon the ladies, (and me), who are having a mini market in our village tomorrow, are meeting in the community centre to work out where everyone will be setting up.  I have to attend, even though I already know where we will be.

Then tonight Stew and I will go down there and set up the gazebo/racks/trestles etc, all ready for us to just breeze in there tomorrow morning and put out all the stock.

We can't put the stock out tonight, as although the venue is secure, and not accessible by the 'public', residents can let themselves in and 'help themselves', if they are so inclined.   I can't imagine anyone here doing such a thing, but having been warned by management, I will heed said warning.  

So there ya go, it is shaping up to be a busy day.

ONWARD...