I CAN DO THIS !

I was sooo tempted ... last night as soon as Stew went upstairs to do his exercise routine.. all Icould think of was heading into the kitchen to find "something" to eat.... like I have been doing for months now... AND I DIDN'T DO IT !! I resisited the temptation, I did not need it, I did not want it, I AM FINALLY ON TOP OF THIS AGAIN! YEE HAA, WHOOP DE DOO, AND ALL THAT!

I feel like I've found my motivation again, god knows where it came from, I am just grateful it's back! Perhaps getting scared shitless over the smear result made me think about my overall health and wellbeing again seriously, whatever, it's all good.

Talking about that smear.... I went to the Women's Health Collective for my first test.. they said they would ring me with the results as soon as they came in, irrespective of the results... and a copy would be sent to my own doctors as well. I rang them mid last week to see if my results were in and they said "No, we do not expect them for another 2 weeks at least".... and THEN my own doctor rang to see how I was as he had seen my results! I AM STILL WAITING TO HEAR from The Women's Health Collective with my results from them ! How bad is that? They MUST have my results, so why havn't they rung me? I'm going to give them HELL when they finally decide to ring me I can tell ya! Just thought I'd share that bit of info cos it's gunna be fun when they ring! haa ha ha.






Mandy: no, the results are just from my first smear test... I have to go see the specialist on May 3rd for the follow up tests.




Ty (http://accordingtoty.blogpot.com) gave me an award! So now I have to (if I wish) pass it on to 5 other fantastic bloggers... so here goes:


The Rules:


1. If, and only if, you get tagged, write a post with links to 5 blogs that make you think.


2. Link to this post (www.thethinkingblog.com) so that people can easily find the exact origin of the meme.

My 5 fantastic bloggers are:

1. Sue (http://smallersue.blogspot.com) , cos she rocks, is an inspiration with her motivation, and she's NICE.

2. Helena (http://leenienz.blogspot.com) , cos she is just bloody amazing!

3. Lyn (http://bills-honey.blogspot.com), cos she is an awesome lady, who is on the road back from hell! And she's bloody nice too!

4. Kek (http://keksbflthing.blogspot.com), cos she is an inspirational fitness freak (said in a NICE way!), and I appreciate her input.

5. Half of Me (www.pastaqueen.com) , cos she is literally half the person she used to be, and she writes fantastic stuff, and makes me laugh!

So, there you go, 5 bloggers who inspire me, motivate me, make me laugh.. and I love them all !!! Awww.

Bugger me, the Women's Health Collective nurse just rang... I got in first and let her know that I already had the results last week and had also made the specialist appointment... I wanted to have a go at her... but at the end of the day I just couldn't.... damn I must be nicer than I thought! Old age must be creeping up on me! She kept saying she'd just got the results herself, so I gave her the benefit of the doubt. Ah, onward.

Wow, it's turning out to be a fairly quiet day here! Been up to the Drs to pick up more piddle pills (essential) and make a hair appointment for 2 weeks time, something to look forward to!

later...

Yes, it can be quiet in my house! Got the kids a new playstation game... ha ha ha ! Bliss.

Stew just rang, he's had a cancellation on the dinner he's got on tonight, so I'm going! Fuck, what to wear!!! better go get beautiful.. have 1 hour to shower, dress and put some face on... yikes, what am I doing on the bloody computer???

It's 11.12 pm, we just got home, had toooo much wine.... hee heeeeee, going to bed to do something evil to Stew... heee heeeee...nite nite.